I just had the most spiritual experience ever. For me at least that I could recall. I am vacuuming and I feel a presence. She is a strong energy as she moves pass me. A bit startled as she was so close. As if she was forcing me to acknowledge her. Then suddenly the vacuum stopped. The pressure cooker went off and I was in darkness.
I don’t keep candles so I contemplated whether or not I would walk to the store. I needed a few things anyway. Toilet paper, trash bags, and yes, little Debbie Swiss rolls (Major Vice…lol). I was on my way.
I am probably the only female that does not own a scented candle. My maglite quit on me after I knocked it around a few times. I only have it for protection anyways. Rolling my eyes I purchased some tea candles. Fragrance free as it is enough being outdoors in this pesky wind to ignite my allergies, I don’t need a candle to exasperate the situation. On my way back home.
Like any other would I look around and only my lights are out. No one else’s. To flights above me and their lights are on as well. I try to get an update on the power outage and it reads only one person affected. That would be me.
I come inside and notice the little red light by the front door on the thing that keeps rodents at bay. I thought that is interesting. I walk I attempt all light switches and still no power. I lit my candles. I open the refrigerator and the light is on. I thought that would be weird. The kitchen light does not power on. Then I check the gas stove and it flames right away. Now I am like WTF…
There does not exist any circuit breakers. You know the little red button you would push in that is typically located in the kitchen or bathroom. I am sure this building was built before that was created like many other things. I do recall seeing a little door in the closet. Perhaps, I can just flip the switch back and forth. I am confused as it looks like something that I would plug a water hose into. I close the door and get out of the closet.
Now I am thinking WOW…who was she?? Who could be that amazing and full of energy that she literally took the power with her as she flighted? And what does she expect of me? And how can I know her?
Perhaps, she is my Mindful Edibles. If she has a face she must have a soul and energy. We have the ability to create and give existence to so many things and passed lives. Just today on IM, I mentioned that I am in Love with Mindful Edibles amongst other things. And then I am embraced by this reassuring energy. These are my thoughts before I realized I can finish making my mashed potatoes in the pressure cooker if I just relocate it to the kitchen. I did and it had seven minutes left. So I laid on the sofa.
And I thought…the flame of a candle sparks the energy of another’s spirit. Then I thought and remembered on Friday, I spoke of Lilith as if I knew her. I just met her in reading “The Holy Wild” A Bible for the Untamed Heathen Woman. I have been mesmerized by her existence ever since. Perhaps, it is her energy I feel.
This book tells of many things and it helped me to embrace my new venture as the founder of Mindful Edibles. The book speaks about women finding their way back to nature creating and respecting all that both the Universe and Mother Earth has to offer. It is more than okay to be wild and untamed. No shame in knowing some rituals, making some potions, and reading some spells. Doing what instinctively makes you-you. Surviving by the unknown and connecting with the entire galaxy and nature. These are my thoughts until the buzzer sounds.
I need to mash my potatoes. Then the maintenance man shows up. Those things that look like plugs are fuses. And two were blown. That’s magnetic. Whomever she was, she has my deepest honor.
So he replaced the fuses. I finished the potatoes and I began typing. I didn’t even turn on the TV or any lights as I look around. And just noticed that the internet is not working and I don’t give a hoot. I just want to bask in this amazing experience that is a prelude to the wonderful energy that !!:!! will bring forth at midnight.
Woman, you are spectacular and no matter what your position is on this earth, know that your power is within you to remove any shackles you feel are holding you back from being your best self. The reason we out number men is to ensure that we will continue to thrive as we are the mothers of everybody. If you are unable to bear fruit, my dear you can birth spirituality, knowledge, love, understanding, and nurturing. Do not ever get too tired that you give up on yourself. Whoever you are and wherever you are, know that I am rooting for you!